Why on earth write a blog about Demons..? This week a former colleague and I met. She shared her painful experiences of the last 3 years. Life has been hard on her and she is on the verge of a huge breakthrough. A friend made her realize how deep she fell. I shared with her my darkest memories. She was surprised, she never thought that I was someone who met inner darkness as well.
To be honest, when I was in the middle of it, I thought I was alone in this. When others asked how I was doing, I told them I was fine. I felt scared to share the truth. Thanks to the caring support of my close ones I came through these periods, but I can tell you, aspects of them were horrific. It made me feel deeply lonely. Others loved it when I shared my spiritual knowledge and they loved it when in a blink of an eye I could take them on an inner journey. But the side which was hurt, the part which almost broke me, was not easy to share.
For me, the time has come to open up. Because I know that there are many more who suffer from darkness, which is not an easy one to share. It is my gift and my burden, being able to perceive both angels and demons… One thing I am aware of, it is one of my life tasks to normalize these topics. If you’re interested, read along.
Movies do a lot of the explanation for me
Sitting on the balcony enjoying the winter sun, I overthought how I could explain to you, readers of my blogs, my inner world, me being the female version of Harry Potter. Mentioning Harry Potter alone, allows you to gain insight without having to tell you what I can perceive, think of the movies, and you know how daily life can be for me.
It became so easy thanks to the creativity of Disney’s creative minds behind the movie “Ralph broke the internet” Have you seen that movie? I totally recommend it to watch, it is a funny and great way to spend some time with the screen while you zone out, amused. It gave me insights on how to explain my world in a simple way even a kid can understand it. At least mine does.
On earth, there are several layers of existence. Most of us are only aware of what we see, humans, animals, plants. Beside these, there are numerous more. These layers, planes, worlds of consciousness such as an Angelic realm can be compared with a platform such as Facebook.
I am pretty sure you have or had an account on Facebook, LinkedIn, Snapchat, Instagram, Twitter or what else is hot in your country. So, you have a sense of how platforms interconnect and connect humans all around the world. Well, in the Angelic and Demonic kingdoms it is pretty much comparable.
Demons as an example
What most of us do not understand that well is how these beings interconnect with other entities outside of their species. I will make an effort to explain to you as easy as possible. It is not rocket science so you will be capable of understanding.
We live in a world surrounded with entities we do not perceive with our regular senses. Entities such as demons have their own layers of existence, their own platform as you might wish to make the comparison. They live in their realm, they exist there, and they exchange with each other, with humans (we live in the physical plane), with deceased loved ones (who live in the astral planes), with animals. As far as I know, they do not have communication with plants and trees, though they are able to hang out in nature or in the ground. I have been in places which felt pretty scary and once I tuned in, I found the causing demon entity or another type of being from the underworld.
Now is my, therefore of any other such as yourself, inner experiential world comparable with the Internet. If I want to meet up or talk to a certain entity, as I would swipe on my smartphone, I swipe through the several frequencies and vibrations which align with that specific entity or knowledge source. For this, I use my telepathy as well the interconnection between my senses residing in my different subtle bodies. – If you want to know more about this topic please read my blog about the 12 senses. – So in my inner world, what you might call your mind, which is for me just one single aspect of my inner world, that what or whom I search, appears for me on a visual and/or auditive base, just as you watch YouTube or listen to Soundcloud. And that without any costs for an internet connection, isn’t this great? (that is a Hellen joke)
This awareness and being able to communicate revers to aware developed clairvoyance and a telepathic connection. As far as I am aware of, they are definitely not the same, though many would think so. I see someone who is clairvoyant as a person who has established a healthy connection between the different subtle bodies within the same sense. Meaning you are able to see what your eyes of your astral body or your spiritual body see. Then there is telepathy. What is telepathy? Far fedged you can compare the telepathic channels with the tails they have used in the movie Avatar to enable the blueish specie to ride their dragons. There are two varieties of telepathy. Broadband and small band telepathy. If I talk in front of a class, I talk in broadband telepathy, it is meant to be understood by the entire class. If I talk to one individual, I use small band telepathy. The message will be received with better attention and accuracy.
There is more to it than this. If I think in broadband telepathy, my thoughts can be perceived by several sorts of entities. Such as angels, holy guardian angels, demons, diabolic beings, gnomes, guides, deceased loved ones, aliens, et cetera. Do I think focused in small band telepathy about a certain species, that species shall hear my thoughts, and another less likely or not at all. The demon does not hear what I tell an angel.
Lower consciousness doesn't perceive higher consciousness
Every rule, or normality, has their exceptions. Highly developed demonic beings have a broader telepathic range. From personal experience, I know the highly developed demons are able to read me, without that I share my past experiences with them by telling them. They read me and they know. Sometimes a bit freaky, sometimes really helpful there they see through the rubbish.
On the other hand, if a less developed demon lives off guilt feelings, he shall only perceive me, if I carry guilt feeling within my personal space. If they are not charged it is likely he will pass me without him noticing me. Do I have guilt feelings highly charged in me, he sees a huge electrical impulse in which he connects to. Once connected, he feeds off my energies. Like having an extra kid in the house, without having to clothe him, nor bring him to school every day. Is it healthy having such a connection? Use your common sense and answer the question yourself, will you?
Him being able to hook into my guilt feelings is not his fault. He just uses that which was already slumbering within me. He brings awareness that I have unresolved emotions in me. Sure, he loves to trigger more events which cause more feelings of guilt in my life. The more feelings of guilt I experience, the better he gets nurtured. If he is a little bit smart, he will provoke events to happen in my life, which stir up a lot of guilt feelings. If he is a social being, he will call in his friends the demons living of fear, of doubt, of sexuality, and of anxieties. So they have a party and it can drive you crazy and your shrink will prescribe you a lot of pills.
Who is to blame?
Is it then my fault that I carry feelings of guilt within me? I do not see it as I am to blame as faulty. Most likely as a child, somewhere between 3 and 4,5 years old, the time psychological seen an infant learns to deal with feelings such as guilt, I had an incident or two, where guilt feelings arose. Most likely I was a little shaken by these feelings, insecure of what it was I was feeling, not knowing how to deal with them. I most likely suppressed them in a moment of feeling a light panic caused by this encounter of new feelings.
Most likely my caretakers, my parents never showed me how to deal with loads of feelings. So how could I know how to deal with them? If they never showed me that feelings can be processed by giving them space, how was it then my fault? Was it then theirs? Or was it the fault of the entire Bloodline? Or why not blame the area I was born? Till today I see that my parents tend to suppress and deny many of their feelings. Denying these feelings doesn’t make them vanish into thin air. But it helps them to deal with their lives. I choose to deal with it in another way.
Where do demons live?
Biases about darkness
Personal explorations of spiritual connections in modern day life
Respect human personal space
For the nerds among us
1. Demons 2. Diabolic Beings 3. Hungry Ghosts 4. Parasitic Beings 5. Incubus and Succubus, living off sexual energies 6. Aliens, living within our Solar System, thus under the ruling of the Lords of Karma. (Aliens can be from the opposite side also, from the light side) 7. Extraterrestrial: Aliens living outside of our Solar System, thus not falling under the ruling of the Lords of Karma, other guys needs to be called in for these, of which I only have the connection with the extraterrestrial or interterrestrial Angels of High Magic to deal with these intruders) (Extraterrestrial can be from the opposite side also, from the light side, such as some of the Pleiadian)
I am aware that Wikipedia defines the last 2 different. Well, I can’t blame them for their ignorance, that is forgiven. But for me I have to differentiate these like this, if I do spiritual healing work together with the Angels of the Higher Laws, the Angels of High Magic and the Lords of Karma. They expect accuracy from me.
How a demonic entity entered my space while driving
It must have been 9 years ago that I learned the hard way why it is not wise to check out a prison on sorts of entities floating around, without having set up a protected healing and reading space. Nowaday I act different then in those days.
I am known for my curiosity (the – act first, then think – sort of way). I remember how my caretakers tried to teach me to think first before I speak. Well, that is flushed down the toilet, that is my part of being. It is an important aspect of my character. And you might have noticed through my blogs, that I am quite a character, I admit to that. Personally, I think to do the work I do, I must be. Otherwise, I am squeezed within a blink of an eye. Being like this taught me a lesson or two the hard way. Getting smacked flat in the face so to say. And I did promise you to tell this story in one of my previous blogs, so, finally, here it is.
I was on my way home from a healing, given in the Netherlands. It was in the same village as where my sister is buried, so I visited her grave on my way home. It is this strange obligation I feel once in a while. Do you recognize that? Anyways, I drove in my car passing the village Zutphen. This is a lovely Hanze-city next to the river the Ijssel. As I drove on the road crossing the Ijssel, on my left I passed a prison.
Curious as I am, still being in the mood of the readings I did during the healing, I wondered what sorts of entities float around a prison. So, while driving 100 km/h I looked with my inner eyes and saw a few. One of them noticed me and flew hundreds of meters and in a split second, it was hanging in front of my front window. As I looked at him while looking at the road, he stared at me and all of a sudden he intruded my personal space, he entered my aura and what the **ck? He entered my body. OMG, this felt totally uncomfortable. I became dizzy and instant cranky and had to laugh at the same time. What did I get myself into this time??? By the time I passed the river, I felt this entity getting into my body and instant I connected with my healing angels, the angels of High magic, having them set up a healing space, trying to get rid of that entity. Well sadly without any success.
In the end, another healer had to help me to get rid of this entity. And for me, the one thing I had to make lots of effort for, was getting home safely. Driving possessed is not so pleasant I can tell you. It was hard to connect with my own body and I had to trust my ability to drive on automatic pilot. It was hard to almost impossible for me to stay in the body which is pretty non-useful while driving a car as you can imagine. I commenced Ki-breathing to help me to stay focused on the road. The entity tried to influence me with all sorts of unpleasant negative thoughts, which were easy to recognize as not mine, so you might think they were easy to dismiss, but still, they appeared. I tried all sorts of spiritual gadgets, to get the entity out, all failed.
In the end, once another healer was able to help me. I was at home and the story unfolded. In a past life, my former incarnation made an agreement in the underworld to gain benefits by allowing this type of entity to do stuff for me. The entity which I noticed around the prison, was of the same kind, which gave him a passage, and entrance card into my body. The whole story needed to become seen, ended on all levels. A karmic level, all forms of agreements needed to be ended, and all magical influences needed to be cleared.This needs the acknowledgments that we live a string of lives. These string of Lifes interconnect and influence each other. Sometimes in a good way, sometimes in a bad way. Sometimes it looks like a kitten playing with a ball of wool, which needs to get untied. Bringing structure in the interconnecting ties. Called work through your karma… Thank god I have the privilege to have a few friends who can do this for me. If I hadn’t, it is likely to end up as the guy this entity was attached to. In prison… This is why this whole job of spiritual healing should be taken seriously. This is why showing and teaching others how to read in a protected healings pace is more than just wise. It can save your life of getting fucked up. It is not about showing you how cool I am, it is about letting you know that there are whole worlds of beings we can not perceive, and they can influence us, they can influence our lives anyways, if your believe in it or not. We have to stop being so naïve and start exploring save pass ways and methodologies.
Frying my nervous system due to an enlightening spiritual experience
Life purpose and sense of life purpose
This life is for me meant to make a huge cleanse on all of it. Completion of Karma, while building up more Dharma. I am happy with the prospect of my future lives to be purified. Which I translate to live easier lives than this one and easier than my previous ones. So facing my karma means doing myself a favor. It is not pleasant, but it ensures a gift in the future. It does mean that I have to process bunches of stuff this lifetime. Meaning I have to become aware of all the unprocessed emotions I have tried to deny, ignore or pushed away in order to not live through all sorts of painful emotions. Does this sound like you also?
Well, having the pursue to be in the path of knowledge and wisdom to cleanse rubbish and stuff I find wise spending of my time and awareness. How about you? Do you have a sense of your life purpose? Or were you secretly waiting to read the mystical recipe for finding out what your own life purpose for this life is? Well, who knows, I might do that for you in a future Blog. Would you like that? Let me know via the comments below this Blog.
*Depending on the business this can be pretty exhausting I can tell you. You can imagine that reading a business space of 7 employers is much easier than reading a business of 800 employers, where to differentiate between invited and uninvited guests. In the last 2 years, I actually was an employer of a Hotel Resort which reopened and sized up from about 100 employers to currently 800 employers. With a flow of guests coming and going from a few hundred to a few thousand on a daily base. Pfff. Not having the permission to realign al invited and uninvited guests, working there has become impossible for me. A personal dream has shattered due to incapability with dealing continuously changing boundaries. Still, being part of the reopening phase of the 5* superior resort the Bürgenstock has been a huge gift for me. Not only was I homesick driven to return to this place. It is foremost proof that what I foresaw then in 2003, how I described the Bürgenstock in the future became reality. With a bit of remorse, I say goodbye now to this dream.
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